Touched

Sometimes I am amazed at how lazy people can be. Is there an unwritten rule somewhere giving license to those who feel like they can get others to do all their work for them while they take the credit for it? Oh wait…I see. They are called Democrats.

I guess this will really piss off a lot of people. I am really tired of the self-righteous people who think that the world owes them something and they don’t have to work for their supper. Dammit, I work hard and it really gets to me when I have to pick up the slack for these people. And then they try to appear as though they are the best thing since sliced bread.

Enough of this nonsense…these people just make me crazy.

Well, I guess I will be going back to Mom and Dad’s this weekend. My brother and his girlfriend will be there and she (the girlfriend) really wants me to be there. I just don’t feel like putting up with any of them these days. Call it cruel and heartless but I have so much stress being the closest to them and it seems that the rest of my family gets off scot-free and never has to worry about the serious things that come up.

I am feeling sorry for myself today, I know. I am just missing my soulmate so much. I really thought that things would get easier but I guess they are just suppressed and causing internal stress and ambivalence. Geez, I am starting to sound like I have been in therapy…again. Hahaha

Photo: Sunrise over Great Smokey Mountains

Today’s song: Sometimes When We Touch

You ask me if I love you
And I choke on my reply
I'd rather hurt you honestly
Than mislead you with a lie

And who am I to judge you
On what you say or do?
I'm only just beginning
to see the real you

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

Romance and all its strategy
Leaves me battling with my pride
But through the insecurity
Some tenderness survives

I'm just another writer
Still trapped within my truth
A hesitant prize fighterS
till trapped within my youth

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

At times I'd like to break you
And drive you to your knees
At times I'd like to break through
And hold you endlessly

At times I understand you
And I know how hard you've tried
I've watched while love commands you
And I've watched love pass you by

At times I think we're drifters
Still searching for a friend
A brother or a sister
But then the passion flares again

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides