Friday, March 14, 2008

They're Watching You


It’s really not fair that a Friday could be so bad. Sometimes I think that God is mocking me, making fun of me and taunting me for trying to exist. Seriously, as if my day did not start off bad, then it gradually gets worse.

For example:

Wake up tired from lack of sleep.
Irritable bowels in addition to other problem too modest to mention.
Since I am running late, decide to stop by Expo to take photo for work.
General chaos there.
Try to cover somone’s ass (the story of my life lately).
Arrive to work late.
Necessary information I need to complete task not available to me yet.
Generally bad day dealing with slackers.
No one listens to advice I give.
Decide to make early night of it.
Wake up to phone ringing asking me if I phoned.
Cannot sleep so blog instead

Thank you, God. I might as well not have had a Friday.

I sometimes wonder how careful I should be with this blog. If I were to really write things that were on my mind, I might not have a job or friends…don’t worry Suz. None of this applies to you. Sometimes I think that maybe you are the only one who reads this, but then I wonder if anyone else does and if they do, maybe I am not free to express my feelings the way I should or need to.

One day soon, I am going to take the phone off the hook, not communicate with anyone and rest. I mean really rest. I will not go anywhere, do anything, talk to anyone…just spend some time with me and FOR me.

Maybe the whole weekend.

Who knows? Maybe this weekend.

I surely don’t see myself sleeping tonight.

Thank you, Friday and thank you, God. I feel like Job all of a sudden.

Photo today: Peace in the Valley

Song of the Day: Private Eyes

I see you, you see me


watch you blowin' the lines


when you're making a scene


Oh girl, you've got to know


what my head overlooks


the senses will show to my heart


when it's watching for lies


you can't escape myPrivate Eyes


they're watching you


they see your every move


Private Eyes


they're watching you


Private Eyes


they're watching you


watching you


watching you


watching you


You play with words


you play with love


you can twist it around baby that ain't enough


cause girl I'm gonna know


if you're letting me in or letting me go


don't lie when you're hurting inside


'cause you can't escape myPrivate Eyes


they're watching you


they see your every move


Private Eyes


they're watching you


Private Eyes


they're watching you


watching you


watching you


watching you


Why you try to put up a front for me


I'm a spy but on your side you see


Slip on, into any disguise


I'll still know you


look into my Private Eyes



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